Spending the
last 10 years living and working in Africa had a profound impact on my life,
which has become more apparent since returning to live in the UK. I have been trying to better understand and
explain this transformative experience.
I grew up in the
UK hearing racist questions like “why don’t you go back to Africa?” At that time, I was not sufficiently informed
to deliver a smart response like “Why did your ancestors take my ancestors out
of Africa as slaves in the first place?”
Even with my current level of knowledge and experience, I would still
think carefully about how to respond to such a remark, because racism aside, my
mind would focus on the fact that I have been, seen and benefited.
The most
remarkable thing about the experience was my sense of self-discovery; sense of
belonging and realising new possibilities about myself as an individual. The
mysteries of Africa were laid open. It
was not that scary place to be sent back to, but a continent of often mis-represented
countries, which despite major developmental challenges, continue to endure due
to the resilience and tenacity of the people.
Being part of
the majority, rather than part of a minority group was a gamechanger. I truly believe continuously living as a
minority has a negative psychological impact on one’s outlook and ambitions. This
means living a restrictive life, rather than just living. These restrictions lifted from me over the
past decade, during which time I existed without labels. I was no longer characterised as Black, Asian
and Minority Ethnic (BAME) – the term used to describe people of colour in the
UK. I blended with the black majority on
the continent and was able to just be me, without the racial stereotyping and
the overall negative socialisation of black Britons.
I was fortunate
through my profession to live and work in Sudan, Sierra Leone, South Sudan,
Ghana and Nigeria. As a result, my
cultural identity expanded beyond my West Indian heritage to connect with a
much larger and more vibrate force. The rhythm of life was enriching to me and
spiritually uplifting. There is so much to Africa that non-Africans are
incapable of seeing through a fixed lens of poverty and devastation. I was captured by the diversity, dynamism and
determination which continues to push the continent forward, albeit at a
sluggish pace in some cases. I am a firm
believer that Africa must help itself, rather than look to the West. I
remain in awe of the raw African entrepreneurship and creativity, which if
given half a chance could transform the continent and the world. But African leaders must lead.
The Government
of Ghana launching the Year of Return was perhaps a natural progression that was
always going to be a success, because this was like a tonic for those with historical
connections like myself. I observed the strong
pull this initiative created for many people and the powerful emotional impact
of the return itself. It opened mindsets to new possibilities, exposing new
mental and emotional ties to be discovered more deeply. I had not appreciated that the connections I
made with people I met over the past decade were like valuable gifts. Somehow most relationships I developed along
the way have endured naturally, often feeling like an expansion of family.
I have arrived
at a very different place following this empowering experience. My personal
growth has been remarkable. The feeling
of cultural isolation has been replaced by one of cultural belonging to an
extended far flung network. “Minority” as part of my identity, has been forever
replaced by “majority” through my continental connections.
That's so powerful Sonia. I have always thought the same. True the continent has some challenges but those do not surpass the benefits and happiness one derives from it..one of it being a sense of belonging among the people. The African brotherhood.
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